I am in the midst of chaos and calm and it has probably made me the most uncomfortable I have been in a very long time. I find myself in the midst of the deep end and then the waves push away I catch another breathe before the next set. Ive found my almost 32 years of life never boring (thankfully?) but there are times when I would appreciate longer breathes. I wonder if this will ever change or if it's something I need to get used to or if I have hit an adaption point? I always think we have a choice but in reality do we? or is life filled with these on going short breathes and we just deal. I don't think Ive hit an actual point in this story yet...maybe my mind is just too cluttered to even be able pull a cohesive/impactful thought.
I don't know may this is how Book 2 will start for me.....chaotic, in-cohesive, and straight blah...maybe we need to sometimes sit in the waves and get tired to where we can say "this isn't working, this is not where life if supposed to be" so we can finally get off our asses and appreciate the mess because it pushed us enough to stand. So today I encourage you that if you feel the same way - take a stand, appreciate the mess because it has made you who you are, AND most importantly - be the change that will impact others to take that stand as well.
Looks like I found what I needed to move...I encourage you to do the same......
